I've learned a lot these past few weeks.
1. I'm impatient with myself when it comes to learning things. I want to learn things almost instantly; otherwise, I'd think that whatever I'm trying to learn isn't really right/meant for me.
2. I could exhaust myself without really doing anything. Working out my brain through paranoia could drain all my energies.
3. Crying really helps a lot. Unfortunately, I'm not of the crybaby type who could easily pour out my emotions. I'm thankful I have my family. We're not the mushy type of family that normally shower each other with kisses and hugs, but we do listen to each other. Venting out to them always helps me--because I almost always cry when I do so hehe.
4. My lack of discipline is so amazing. I still get bouts of katamaran even when I'm under pressure.
5. When you feel suicidal, shut off the over-conscious-ever-conscientious part of you, and switch on to the cold and logical mode with a tinge of the "the hell I care" attitude. It quite helped me, really. One should be cautious though, as slipping in this technique would pull you back into the quicksand of gloom. I say it takes discipline to be able to deliver yourself using this technique. It's just the same as keeping yourself from looking down when crossing a narrow and steep footbridge.
6. I should never take friends for granted, because they could really help you when you're wayyyy down. I've always been guilty of this. If you're not my best friend, I wouldn't be able to care less if you go abroad or whatever for good.
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