Monday, July 25, 2011

This is it: losing my "baet" slowly

Finally, I'm working as a mamamahayag for the print media. The thing is, I'm now assigned to a beat that I don't really know. Back in college, it's the subject that I didn't really care about and whose class I attended usually eating merienda. Economics.

There was really nothing else beyond supply and demand.
Until I got this job.
But then what's new? I never really knew what I was getting myself into until I've perfectly stuck myself in it. Da hell.

The past three weeks have been a tough roller coaster ride for me.  There were times I felt I'm living the happiest life in this millennium. But then there were also times that I thought I'd go crazy. Heck, it's an understatement to say that half the time, I didn't know what I'm doing! Whenever I encounter terms like securities, stock options, and economic indicators, I can't help wondering if I would have been better off as a jeepney driver or as a security guard.

I just hope I don't get worn out too soon. I have to keep in mind that it's all in the mind. After all, I named this blog after the best combo of emotions that could easily drown me and pull my self-esteem down.

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